Denmark X Reader ~ Three days grace [chapter 9]

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Soon after the maths lesson began the lesson that made you a little nervous, called biology. You had gone through some topics, which didn't promise anything good... You had dealed with the basics of human biology and sexuality. According to your calculations, it will be today's topic.

It's not like I have something against the topic, but... with a certain Dane that'll turn into something really, really interesting! Yikes.

Your teacher rushed into the classroom clearly absent-mindedly, as always. Without caring about a little noise he/she cleared his/her throat before started: "Good afternoon, pupils. Our topic today is the many forms of sexuality..."

"YAY!" Mathias squealed.

"Oh, shut up..." you mumbled embarrassedly, and funny, the man shut his mouth. Your teacher just raised his/her eyebrows, but didn't comment anything. Before he/she managed to continue on, someone's phone rang. The teacher himself/herself answered the phone, apologising quickly, while the whole class started to listen also.

"Hey, honey. I'm still on the lesson, so... ...Okay, I'm all ears. WHAT? TODAY? Oh no, oh no... Well, I'm on my way there! Bye-bye!"

Your teacher looked like someone had hit him/her with a wooden stick. He/she started to collect stuff quickly, while explaining: “Oh no, I totally forgot… I should be taking my daughter to the airport right now!”

One of your classmates awoke and asked  eagerly: “Can we go home then?”

“Of course not! I’ll leave some exercises for you to do…” the teacher smiled while he/she wrote a long list of tasks on the blackboard. The whole class yelped out, Mathias almost the noisiestly.

Why does he complain so much, even though he doesn’t do actually anything… you snorted to yourself. Your teacher rushed out of the classroom, leaving you there by yourselves. Many of your classmates just started to chat with each other, without doing actually anything. You started going through the tasks, even though the list was painfully long. Mathias just huffed something and looked at the clock.

 
The clock ticked on and on, and still you did a task after task, while the rest just chatted.

“What a school, when we don’t get good lessons about my favorite topic!” Mathias snorted suddenly. “Yeah, and it takes forever to do these tasks!” someone shouted. Mathias stood up from his chair and walked in front of the classroom, wiping the blackboard clean. “Listen to me, children, would you want a little different two hours, without any writing or tasks?” he asked with a grin which really wasn’t a good sign...

“What else then?”

“Actually nothing, you just need to listen and of course to follow.” Mathias managed to finish his sentence, when the whole class shouted out loud: “YEAH!”

What the hell is he going to do?

“Well, what comes first to your mind from the word sexuality? No need to be ashamed, this will stay as our little secret.” he winked, and except for a few snickers, the class was silent. Mathias read a book, and threw it away continuing: “According to the book, sexuality consists of at least three different parts: psychical, outer and biological sexuality. So, we all are sexual in some way, and it effects us all the time. For example, admirations, singers and actors or actresses. Who follows a certain actor or actress because 'he or she is smart, chooses good roles' and so on. Because the truth is that those effect too, but there’s another reason: you wish you could see more of him or her, if you know what I mean… Who can deny ever wishing that?”

…I didn’t know he’s an expert on the topic, you pondered to yourself.

No one’s hand rose, and Mathias continued: “Just like I said. Sexuality is also a thing that can’t be chained, which is difficult for some people to understand. Yeah, we can choose our partner, but we can’t choose the person whom we really miss or love, because that’s the decision of the heart…” For some reason his words got stuck in your head…

That wasn't in the book…

...Heart, stop beating like that…

“Oh, how time flies! What if we kept these lessons in a row?” Mathias expressed while he looked at the clock accidentally.

“YEAH!”

“And they say that students are tricky… Anyway, let’s go back to those parts. I need an assistant for demonstrating my words.” Mathias walked to you and lifted you up, and your chair also. “Oh look, a volunteer!” he chuckled.

“We will talk about this later…” you spluttered between your teeth to the man really angrily, but he just answered with a huge smile while he placed your chair down in front of the class.

“I’d love to! But let’s start. An example for phychical sexuality would be something like this: you meet someone nice and think: “I could get to know him or her better…” Also dreams and thoughts and others belong to this group. I’ll show you a hands-on example.”

What?!?

While you panicked about what the hell you’ve been dragged into, Mathias kneeled down enough and gazed into your eyes, without saying anything.

Phew, luckily he didn’t come up with anything stupid… you thought and gazed him back, blushing lightly when some idiot whistled.

“That is psychical sexuality, at least partly, acts but more feelings. It is also mental readiness and desires…” Mathias continued while he walked behind your chair, and rested his head on your shoulder. You felt a breeze of hot air in your ear when he continued: “…to make those thoughts come true…”

His words made chills go through the ridge of your backbone, and you wished he would stop soon. Drooling or any other odd reaction in front of the class would be really, really, embarrassing…

This time he let you from the situation easily, when he suddenly jumped up and continued talking while he walked around the classroom. "Then something about outer sexuality, and the expectations that societies create. Religions, cultures and all others like this create some kind of a picture about the perfect partner and relationship, without us noticing... But look around you! Where can you see the perfect girl, real skinny and still has great shapes?"

Silence.

"Indeed. And where are boys with perfect sixpacks and jealousy-causing muscles?"

I'm looking at one right now, you thought with a little smile. But he speaks so determinetely and so on that I don't want to ruin the moment...

Mathias nodded satisfiedly, when everyone were silent. "Things like that are really good, concrete examples of the world's questionable models, which are actually impossible to reach without a little 'help...'"

Mathias smiled to you warmly, wrapping his hands casually around you shoulders. "Luckily there are still girls who are perfect just the way they are."

Does he really think like that? you were amazed and blushed. You knew that Mathias is probably the worst liar in the world...

"Do you mean me?" you asked quietly.

"Whom else would I?" he chuckled. You answered by smiling back to him, but nodded towards the others students, who stared at you. Some of them were smiling and sighing, and some were rolling their eyes. Mathias noticed the same and said: "Hey hey hey, go and find your own!" Soon he became more serious, continuing on: "And the third one is biologicial sexuality. It's kind of our wilder side, which corresponds to animal's drive. It makes us push our sense to the background..."

Those words made you heart skip a beat, at least when you noticed the Dane's nothing-good-promising grin when he again walked to you.

This is not funny anymore, at least when those idiots are watching...

The question is how I would react if they weren't here.

Still sitting where you were, you tried to back up as far from Mathias as possible, which you managed to do, but not in the way you expected. The gravity showed it's power again, causing you to fall on the floor with the chair.

"Ow..." you mumbled and still backed up from Mathias, as he quickly sprinted up the distance between you. You felt the desk's leg on your back, there was no escape. Mathias stroked your chin, avoiding to scare you more, although he didn't know the term 'personal space'. He was so close to you that he covered your sight completely, and continued explaining: "So, in that situation effect all of those three things I told you. Which one of those is it that made me lucky enough to find a woman like that, whom I think would be worth of knowing?"

"Psychical sexuality!" someone shouted with an exited tone.

"The outer sexuality!" another continued right after.

"Both answers are correct! You're real model students", Mathias smiled approvingly. "What was the third one?" he continued while moved his fingers along your neck. A new vibration moved along the ridge of your backbone, and with your willpower you tried to made your heart rate slow down... It was so powerful that Mathias surely also noticed it.

Bloody heeelll~...

"Biologicial sexuality?" an insecure answer was heard from somewhere. Mathias only nodded, focusing clearly on something else than teaching... "Yeah, that's right..." His tone of voice was lower than earlier, and you saw a burning flame of desire in his eyes. It desired more than anything else... you.

Why don't I want him to stop? Why am I not afraid?

A million questions spun in your head, and you weren't able to answer them. You lifted your head carefully and whispered so silently that only Mathias heard it.

"Mathias..." You got confused, when he shivered for hearing your voice so slight and asking. He stroked your hair, and you felt almost bad for saying what you planned to say...

"Yeah, my princess?"

"We have still an audience..."

Mathias seemed like he had already forgot the situation he was in. About twenty pairs of eyes stared back at him, some of them a little shockedly and... and some of them a little too interestedly for your taste. The words 'awkward silence' weren't enough to describe how embarrassing the moment was. Luckily Mathias took control of the situation by looking at his watch. "Oh, how time flies! The lesson is over, go home, hop hop!" He didn't need to ask twice, when everyone else has already ran to the door, almost faster than lightning. Some of them turned at the door and thanked for the very educational lesson, and Mathias just grinned for reply. When he turned his focus back on you, you had to swallow and try to bring a serious look on your face and a calm tone in your voice.

Which was hard as hell.

"Well, dear sensei... First, would you move from the top of me and secondly explain what the hell just happened..."

"Why should I? I could spend the whole day here..." Mathias grinned and stroked your neck once again. You had to do your everything for not taking your words back.

Now I don't give up, no matter what he tries!

...No matter how much willpower it will take...

You glared at your Danish Casanova as meanly as you could, giving him a silent warning. He understood the hint and moved aside, continuing on with a twinkle in his eyes:

"I just thought that children have the right to learn~!"

You collected your stuff with your back towards him, so that he couldn't see the smile you had.

"So these are your teaching methods? Kind of weird ones..."

...But I can't deny liking them...

...What did I just think?!?

"Of course, I can organize a private lesson for the princess..." Mathias grinned and winked when you managed to collect all of your stuff and walked towards the exit. The thought made you blush and mumble something random, you didn't know even yourself what. Mathias just messed up your hair and chuckled.

"Think about it! But now let's go home~" he jumped out of the classroom other arm tightly around you.

"Hey, is everything okay? Just a little hint, you don't need to put me into handcuffs, I'm not going anywhere..."

Today he's really in a 'protective and aggressive'- mood...

"Of course is! And like I would let you go..." Mathias scratched his head nervously and chuckled. He looked just like he had planned to say something else, but kept quiet.


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"Hello, is anybody home?" your voice echoed around the dead quiet house. You just arrived home, but it was silent as a felt boot factory. Looking around you, you toured in the empty rooms, until you noticed a note on the kitchen's table:

Hey _______ and Mathias,

we went out for eating and spending night with dad, we'll come home tomorrow. Watch some movies or something, I've bought some snacks, you can find them in the fridge. But remember to behave yourselves, okay?

With love, mom and dad

"Great! Now we have the whole house for ourselves", Mathias squealed for joy and got the joy infected also in you.

"Yeah!"

"Well, shall we start with something hard, for example a movie marathon?" Mathias suggested while he went through your movie collection. "You're a real movie collector, huh?"

"Yeah... What would you like to watch first?"

Mathias gazed out of the window and pondered: "Um. The darkness comes really quickly, so we could start with some action ones and watch horror movies later, what would that sound like?"

You nodded for an answer with a little smile. "That sounds wonderful."

"Do you get scared much when watching scary movies, by the way?"

"Um... Not really much, but it depends so much on what's the movie... How's that?"

"What a pity, it would be really fun to calm you down always when you would jump onto my lap because of the jumpscares~" he grinned, already hoping so.

"Haha, in your dreams!" You grabbed a pillow from the sofa and hit him playfully.

"Hey! That wasn't fair!" he moaned, but started to laugh like a mad with you. When he calmed down enough, he took the first movie in his hand. "How about that?"

"Fine by me! You can put it playing already, I'll get the snacks." you guided while walking to the kitchen.

When you finally managed to collect everything needed on your hands, you stayed to stare at Mathias for a while at the living room's entrance. He had no hurry to anywhere, he just sat there waiting for you patiently, playing with his hair.

Mathias has acted in a really... weird way today. Like his mood is like a roller coaster: straight to despression and from there to euphoria immediately... you thought while staring at his silhouette with a smile on your face.

Am I the only one whom he calls 'princess'?

Mathias noticed your stare and grinned with his normal, confident way. "Hey, are you going to keep all of those sweets only for yourself? Not going to happen!"

It returned you back on Earth, and you shook your head. "Um? Oh, no I'm not!" You rushed across the room, setting foods and drinks on the table, and threw yourself next to the Dane, keeping a little distance.

"No need to be shy!" Mathias wrapped his arm around your shoulder, pulling you closer to him. He pressed "play" and the movie started.

"As you wish, my king~" you smiled while reaching to the pop corn bowl and leaning against him.

"Did you just say 'my king'? Good girl-" the man grinned, but you made him silent by pressing your finger on his lips.

"Ssh, the movie is just about to begin~" you teased him playfully. Mathias complained, but did as you said nicely and focused more on the movie.


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There you spent many hours, watching a movie after another, eating snacks and chatting about nonsense. Mathias even wanted to feed you, what you allowed, giggling. Watching horror movies he grabbed you suddenly, always during the jumpscares. He claimed that the purpose was only to scare you.

Even though he seemed to be the most scared...

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"How many movies have we already watched?" you asked, rubbing your eyes. You had put a new movie playing when previous has ended, so you were not sure.

"Um... This is surely the fourth at least, or wait... Nah, I don't know!" Mathias laughed, scratching his head.

"It must be late because it's so dark outside..." you pondered out loud while admiring the beautiful full-moon. For some reason Mathias' face turned really sad.

It's like he just had remembered something important to say, but decided to keep it inside...

Something's clearly pressing his head down, I've noticed it many times...

But what?

"Hey, are you all right?" you asked worriedly, putting your hand carefully on his shoulder.

"SURPRISE!" Mathias hit you suddenly with a sofa pillow. You stared at him in a little shock for a while, but then grabbed a pillow also for a revenge. He was still quicker. The man jumped from the sofa, shouting: "Catch me if you can!"

"You coward! Come back!" you shouted and scooted after him. Mathias ran around the house, to the terrace and finally outside of the house, where you lost him.

Argh, I'm never gonna catch him! Damn it, I didn't know that he would be that fast... It's time to change the tactic... Hahaha~ you thought and ran back inside, giggling to yourself. You hided behind the kitchen's corner, waiting there patiently. You couldn't stop a little crazy smile rising on your face.

           Soon Mathias noticed that you didn't follow him anymore. He didn't need to look back to be sure about that, but he just knew it. Because he didn't hear a list of very... creative swear words coming from behind of him.

So, she decided to change the tactic... the man smirked while sneaking back inside. He checked every room carefully, but didn't see anyone. "Where on Earth could she have disappeared this time..." Mathias mumbled to himself while walking towards the kitchen unsuspectingly.

          You heard the footsteps coming closer and closer, and you held your breath so that it wouldn't give you away.

He's really close...

Three...

Two...

One...

"YOU SHALL NOT PASS!" you roared from the bottom of your lungs when you hit the totally dumbfounded Mathias in the face with your pillow. It took a while for him to put himself together and hit your side for a revenge. You both got hits, some of them better than others. Your insane laugh may have had its effect on that, and the battle ended up in your room.

"Give up!" Mathias tried to order you, hitting you with the pillow as much as he could.

"Hell no!" you answered while dodging his attacks. Everytime he attacked, you dodged and hit him on his back. It worked before he learnt to predict your moves. The next time he attacked, you dodged as usual, but he fooled you and dodged also, and your pillow flied to the opposite corner of the room. You rushed to get it, and when you turned around, Mathias had lifted his pillow for 'the final strike', and offered mercy for the last time.

"Give up!" he said, but stubbornly you just shook your head to him. Mathias threw the pillow towards you, but didn't hit even close.

"Ooops..."

"Give up yourself..." you grinned playfully and took a few running steps towards Mathias. Just in time the man dived straight next to you, reaching his pillow. You turned around as quick as possible, ready to attack. Mathias had just turned towards you, and he was gazing at you while trying to find his 'weapon'. When it wasn't found soon enough, he took the first thing he found and threw it towards you. It didn't even touch you, so you were ready to do the final strike when...

Cling!

"What was that?" you wondered and turned to look to the direction of the sound. It came from the item Mathias just threw.

My dear music box...

You dropped your pillow and rushed to look at the damages. One thing was for sure: any sounds wouldn't come out that music box anymore.

Boxes like this cannot be found from anywhere... you sighed and sobbed.

"I have so many memories about that box..." you sighed sadly. Mathias walked slowly next to you, trying to calm you down. "There's nothing to worry about... I'll fix it."

You turned to look at him with eyes filled with anger, almost spelling every word: "You don't do anything, you have destroyed enough!" Mathias landed his hand carefully on your shoulder. "Ssh, calm down..."

"CALM DOWN?! Leave me be!!" you shook his hand off annoyedly. You didn't normally lose your nerves that easily, but you two had been really confused during the day, so your feelings bursted out really recklessly and impulsively.

"B-but..." Mathias tried still to apologize, but it was too late. The hell was released.

"No! Let me be!"

"Forgive me! I understand that I did wrong-" he sputtered already unsure of what to do or say.

"DISAPPEAR FROM MY GAZE, IDIOT!" you yelled with a voice full of anger, not thinking about what you said. You pointed towards the door almost crying. "Did you hear? Go back to wherever you came from, and don't even think about returning! GO!" you ordered while picking up one fragment which you threw towards Mathias. He finally got the hint and ran out of the room.

"Go..." you whispered before you collapsed crying on the floor.

           Mathias quickly threw his jacket on and disappeared out of the door.
Phew, how fiery girl! he thought while walking with no destination. Where should he actually go? Mathias gazed up to the sky, where the Moon and stars gazed at him back, without giving answers.

What did just happen? That item must have been important to her... I wish I would have looked more exactly what I picked up from that shelf!

...Maybe I have to give her time to calm down.

The girl's words echoed in his head while he walked along the dark street.

"Go back to wherever you came from, and don't even think about returning!"

But I don't want to leave my princess... the man sighed and looked behind. The lights were on in her room, and for a little moment he thought of going back.

"Disappear from my gaze, idiot!"

There's actually nothing new about that, Lukas is always insulting me... But from him a compliment would be a real miracle, a true proof of worldwide chaos, he laughed to himself.

But in her case it really hurts.

Mathias sat on the closest stump for solving his thoughts, taking a deep breath.
Dammit, I think I really love that woman... She's the only one who makes me feel this lost!

But does she feel the same towards me?

Suddenly Mathias heard footsteps coming closer, and lifted his gaze with a little spark of hope inside.

Could it be...?

An immediate shiver went through his back, when Mathias recognized the person in front of him.

A shiver of deep disgust.

"It was only you, you little bitch..."

"Oh please, just call me Natalya", the woman smiled meanly and offered her hand to Mathias.

"The time has come..."